You Are a Snow Leopard

You have learned that you must rely on yourself, and yourself alone, to live a happy life. You are understand the world better than most people you know. You are very perceptive and intuitive. You need lots of space to think. If you don't get the space you need, you're likely to bite someone's head off. Because you are so thoughtful and solitary, people find you to be intense and mysterious. You're even seen as intimidating.

I totally agree with that, it's really me.

Happy birthday ic789 
I hope that you have a wonderful day, with friends, family, presents and of course a big chocolate cake.
I wish you a great year, that all your dreams come true.
Your friendship means a lot to me and i hope that we can see each other again soon.
Kisses and hugs, prilli

Today is my birthday, i´m 30 years old now.
I don´t know how i feel about it, i guess that i can look to my life now and see how much i have today, i have my place, my career, a job that i like and some good plans to develop until the end of the year, so i should be really happy, but there is a part of me that only see the fact that now i´m 30 and i still have so much to do and there was so much time i left pass and so many things that i didn´t do.
I know all those feelings are pretty normal but there was a time when a birthday was all good feelings, presents and cake and those are the moments that i see that i really am an adult.
But for now i´m not gonna think about that, i´m only enjoy my birthday, my family, my presents and my chocolate cake, so i guess that the happy feelings won after all.
prilli

I really don´t know what to say, i just need to write down what i´m feeling maybe then it will make some sense to me, or maybe already makes sense but denial can be useful sometimes. In the end of last year my life changed, my professional life at least, i had to change from my career goals, i had to say goodbye of some dreams that had become nightmares, at that time i was not that sad because i was tired of it, now i guess that i don´t know what to do, i do my job but i don´t have the feeling of getting somewhere with it and i know i could do more if i wanted but all i wanted is to be left alone in my place with my books, my dvds and my computer, okay i´m depressed but it´s more than that, i´m tired of being me or at least the me that people think i am. Most people that i know would never believe that i love fanfics, that i can´t wait to get home to read fanfics or to watch Torchwood or Queer as folk, they believe in this nerd persona who would read medical journals, i don´t open a medical book in at least 6 months and even that it was to help me to treat me, so it doesn´t even count as study. I need to work more, i need to get the guts to work more, to achieve more, i know that but it´s so hard.
I´m sorry i just needed to write all this today, my life is driving me crazy.

Happy birthday Ana ( anwamane13)!!!!!
I hope that you have a wonderful year full of happy surprises and as i said before full of great fanfics.
Kisses, Pri

Finally a quiz wich the results i agree with, so i´m posting the results.

You are The Tower

Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.

The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.

The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Happy birthday ic789
That all your dreams como true in your new home state.
I´m looking for the road trip trhu Nevada, who knows, maybe we can do that one day.
I hope you get a lot of chocolate cake today.
Kisses, prilli.

I´m leaving now for Las Vegas.
I guess that i will not be able to get on line.
Happy thanksgiving in advance, just in case.
Kisses prilli

Happy birthday!
puppytraining
cassandra581
csi_niteowl
I hope you guys have a great time and amazing parties.
Kisses prilli

First of all i´m sorry that i kind of vanished for the past weeks, i just have been a little depressed, that´s all, i feel lonely and i know it´s stupid to not talk with your friends if you are feeling lonely but i just didn´t know what to say.
I still feel depressed but i have good news to share with you guys, i´m going to travel to Las Vegas next thursday, it´s a vacation trip, kind of, you see here we are gonna have 2 hollidays really close on the 15 and the 20 so i have some time of so i did a crazy thing and now i´m gonna to Las Vegas. I leave in the 15 and returned on the 25.
I wish i could stay longer, but i have to work.
Are one of you guys live in Las Vegas or near by or had lived there to get me some tips of other places to see that the turist sights?
Kisses, prilli

Happy birthday cinderella81! I hope that you have a great day with a lot of chocolate cake.
Kisses, prilli

It´s finally over, i passed on my final test and now i have my title of specialist in radiology. I know that i should be happy about it, but latelly i´m feeling so depressed about my life and i know that i don´t have a real reason for that, after all everything is fine, my job, my home, my family, so why i feel so sad?

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List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.

1. I sing with the radio in my car when i´m driving.
2. I love the color red and i have it in a lot of things in my house.
3. I hate make up, even lip gloss, i wear then only when it´s absolutely necessary.
4. I´m addicted to coffee, i have a love affair with Starbucks.
5. I´m left handed and i write up side down.
6. i hate talking on telephone, i get angry when i hear a telephone ring.
7. I talk with my dogs.

It´s been more than a month that i live on my own and it has been difficult, i miss home and be around my mom and sister and my dogs. I never had been on my own, i don´t know how to do it. I have to take care of the place, i have to pay the bills, it´s so hard to grow up, i tought it would be easier. Why can´t i be happy with this? After all is everybody dream: to be able to be on there own. I hate feel depressed when i should be happy, i hate that i can only see the bad things of been here. I´m waiting to get used to the situation, but it´s been a month and nothing.
Sorry for been so down but here is the only place where i can tell how i really feel.
Prilli.

I joined greatestjournal and insane journal, so now i will spent even more time on the net, if that is possible.
On those my username is also prilli, i found some of you guys overthere already, but please if you are part of it add me as your friend there also.
Kisses, prilli.

Happy birthday immortalje!!! That all your dreams come true in the year that begins today.

Today is my birthday, now i´m 29 years old and i can´t believe that, next year i will be 30, when did this happened?
I have to go lunch with my family now, i will write again latter.
Kisses, prilli.

Today i´m a mess.
My girlfriend or ex-girlfriend, i don´t know anymore, anyway she told me she would come by my house today to talk, you see we don´t see each other in more than a week and even on the phone i have a hard time to reach her, so we would met today to talk and i guess finished it, but surprise, surprise ( you can see my sarcasm) she didn´t show up and didn´t call and doesn´t answer my calls, i know that we are finished but i needed the closure you know, i think is the least you can expect from someone who was part of your life. A part of me want that she has a good excuse for all of this and we can still be together but the rational part of me knows that even if we don´t break up right now the end is inevitable. I hate this situation and i´m not gonna try reach her anymore, if she wants the end to be this way then i have to let go, it´s just i like to deal with things, not run from it and don´t face it.
Prilli.

happy birthday t_zwiggy!!!!!
that all yours dreams come true.
Know that you can count with and my friendship always.
Kisses and hugs, prilli

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